PATHETIC

Wake up in the morning in the bathroom
on the wet floor... piss on my face
stink like a dog shit... knock with my forehead
cause in my hand there’s a needle and I (still) can move it
to the left and right or up and down...it's stupid fuck
suckin' on motherfuckin' drugs
Morphine, crack, canabis, dope spread and struggle inside me
and they're really screwing me out constantly

I never am sure with my self, I can’t get better
sellin' my soul, I'd losing control, served the devil shit inside of me
useless, life’s meaningless, forget the trust and the confidence
in disgrace, soiled face, they talk to much shits and everything
just a lies

Here I am, my friend ... garbage can
ready to wear, ready to use, ready to suck everydamnthing you own
I'll bury your ass slowly, through all your misery
somekind of destiny or starvations GLUTTONY
lotta pain, lotta bullshit, lotta game and I'm not ashamed
while you treated me like a lovely friend
I'm the only pathetic parasite
realized, I scrape your wound with fork

It's me so pathetic ... the drugs makes me fanatic
It's me parasite ... don't you ever exist before my sight
( para...site )

I believe one day before I get bored to stay
you'll see me in forgiveness...God...

You can't count anyone except yourself
the only thing to fear is just fear it self
major pain in the ass, always makin' the mess
Are you happy as human race ?

U. S. ANCTIMONIOUS

YOUR PEOPLE, YOUR PEOPLE, NEVER LOOK INTO THE MIRROR
ALL YOUR GIRLS, ALL YOUR GIRLS, THE WICKED OF THE DEVIL
AND WE FORGET WHAT YOU’VE DONE HAVING SEX AND HAVING FUN
IN YOUR PLACE ALL IS FREE IT’S GOTTA BE MISERY
YOUR RESPECT OUR TERRITORY IT’S BETTER SAVE THEN SORRY
PLAY THE GAME PAY THE PRICE FEEL THE PAIN RIGHT ON YOUR ASS
FUCK YOUR FAME FUCK YOUR GAME YOU’RE FAKING NO! YOUR INSANE
WHAT GOES UP MOST COME DOWN WE’RE ALL DIE THEN WE’RE ALL GONE

YOU CAN CALL US SANCTIMONIOUS
AND WE CAN CALL YOU BLASPHEMOUS LASCIVIOUS
SO DON’T FUCK US AND OUR RELIGIOUS
CAUSE WE DON’T COMPROMISE WITH THE DEVIL ANTHROPOMORPHOUS

You suck - we don’t Cause you piss - we calm down
Your promise - its bullshit You act like all are stupid
Now you fell down ground zero Blame your self nothing more
When death comes knock your door Where you run where you go
We’re waiting awareness Confession forgiveness
Can’t believe what you see Can’t believe what you feel
More power spread the fear We’re defend we’re martyr
Our pain our bloodOur faith just for God

KUAT SELALU MENINDAS YANG LEMAH
BUAS LAYAK BINATANG DI RIMBA
RAKUS TAK PERNAH PUAS CARI MANGSA
BRUTAL GILA PERANG DAN HAUS DARAH

MENGHASUT MENGHINA……………..TANPA RASA BERSALAH
MENINDAS MENGINJAK………………….SOMBONG DAN SOK KUASA
PROPAGANDA PROVOKASI………………….INTIMIDASI HEGEMONI
AROGANSI HIPOKRISI………………….POLITIK KONSPIRASI
HAK AZASI MANUSIA……………………ITU CUMA RETORIKA
MENENTANG MEMBELA………………PELURU DALAM KEPALA
DEMOKRASI TRANSPARANSI……………………HANYA DIDALAM MIMPI
KONSEP TOLOL EKONOMI………………..JELATA GIGIT JARI


SOK KUASA SOK HEBAT SOK JAGO SOK PENTING
SOK TULUS SOK PINTAR SOK TAHU SOK ARIF
SOK RAMAH SOK ELITE
SOK KAYA SOK CERDIK
SOK YAKIN SOK GANTENG
SOK TAMPAN SOK ASIK
SOK CANTIK SOK SEKSI
SOK SUCI SOK METAL

M.O.G.S.A.W.

Uhmm,…There’s no…reason… to denied you
You’re a descent…of the world of the Universe
How can’t I ain’t love you…even I never felt your breathe
You’re a miracle…the poetry of paradise

The M.O.G … I can feel… all…
Your…Existance…innersoul…can I be…
One…of your love…one to serve you…
I’ll…give my life…all my life…I’m yours…your martyr

Alone…penceiving…in silent dark before going down
And now…you’ll see…what you’ve done to me
When I’m crying to myself…I realized that you’re the one
Imagine if you’re not mine … I will defenetely blind

You…change.. your vision…control your LUST…believe me
cuz everything will be proved with the truth at the last
Death soon will come… God never shows…you’ll never
know wether you meet the dark or you’ll be in the bright

So know…become …martyr…no fear

Death soon will comes…and God never shows
How’d you prepare your end if you can’t take care your soul
World just deceit …and a place for a joke
Angel of death will choke in your breath


No one can help you…when Godsmack your face
No one can help you … dead and buried in the narrow grave

HIPOCRISHIT

Munafik dusta ingkar arogan sombong angkuh takabur riya bakhil kikir iri dengki sirik curang hasad hasud fitnah khianat keparat !!!

Bicara soal hati nurani rasanya ku tak pernah bohongi diri (Bohong)
Bicara tentang kata hati rasanya aku ingin terus memaki (Memaki)
Omong-omong soal kemunafikan
kita semua punya kekurangan (Munafik)
Omong-omong soal harga diri kita semua belum tentu memiliki

Nafsu syahwat palsu bejad
Sick fake freak hipokrishit

Tuhan jangan biarkan aku jatuh jauh
kelembah nista yang semakin dalam (Nista)
Jangan biarkan aku terkurung dalam
kehinaan dan kemunafikan (Hina)
Aku hina dan kotor serta tak pantas masuk kedalam surga Mu (Surga)
Ku juga lemah dan tak tahan akan panasnya api neraka Mu

God Help Im’ drown
God Forgive me, God Forgive me

When the sun arise from west (arise from west)
When the sin out of the demon ass (the demon ass)
We will pay what we have done before (we’ve done before)
Through the pain, or no limit pleasure (Hipocrishit)

God help I’m sick
God forgive I’m weak

PARANOIA

YOU FEEL PARANOID..
YOU SMOKE MARIJUANA

BICARA SEPERTI TAHU SEMUA MASALAH DUNIA
TAK PERDULI ORANG YANG BENCI DAN
MERASA DIRI SUCI DAN
MENGANGGAP ORANG RENDAH
PERCUMA MEMANG PERCUMA
DIA PIKIR KITA GILA (PARANOIA)

KAU BILANG KORUPTOR ITU SAMPAH
KAU BILANG PEJABAT ITU RENDAH
KAU BILANG HAKIM ITU SERAKAH
KAU BILANG JAKSA PUN TUKANG PAKSA
KAU BILANG POLISI MATI RASA
KAU BILANG PRAMPOK DISINGGASANA
CELAKA KAU TAK SADAR JUGA
OCEHAN MU SEMAKIN PARAH


I’M TIRED WAITING
WHEN STUPIDITY FUCKED UP YOU’RE MIND
I’M TRAPPED IN BORING
WHEN NOBODY’S MAKE MY DAY
I’M OVERBURDEN


WAKE UP DON’T YOU THINK YOU’RE JUST TO HIGH
YOU CAN NOT CHOOSE WRONG OR RIGHT
YOUR MOUTH CAN’T TALK AT RIGHT SIDE
I KNOW YOU JUST NEED SOME LIGHT(???)


MENGAPA BISU KU INGIN DENGAR SUARAMU
MENGAPA MALU IKUTI SUARA HATIMU
LUPAKAN SEMUA JANGAN PERNAH KAU KEMBALI
BASUHLAH HATI NURANI ……..!!!!!!!

ANGERBALL
> Amarah

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Debu dalam paru-paru, darah mengucur dari mulutku
Aku menyaksikan kematian...

Kesedihan dan kepedihan, sakit dan luka
Semua tuduhan, pertanyaan tanpa jawaban dan segala akibatnya
Penolakan dan kebencian, mengharapkan sesuatu yang sia-sia
Semua kebencian, semua kemarahan, semua kerusakan yang telah kuperbuat

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Meskipun harus menelan sepahit racun, memeluk rasa takut

Jatuh lepas... Neraka menunggu...
Terengah-engah di napas terakhir

Hamba berserah kepada-MU, tanpa kata
hamba baringkan hati ini atas kuasa-MU dalam sujudku

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Kelemahan...
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Jangan vonis aku freak, aku sedang menghadapi setan dalam diriku sendiri
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keluar semua dari jiwa yang mati

Gejala kemarahan... gejala kebencian...
gejala kemurkaan... gejala angkara murka...
mengarah ke aniaya... mengarah ke kesewenangan...
memberi makan emosi...
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